"Sliding Deeper, Getting Darker, Dying Faster, Rip Me Apart."

About Me

So im Adam, i ponder alot of things, im interested in Girls (or one in particular?), music, art, cars, friends, and stupid random things... much like this. I started this blog to share my thoughts, poems, and stupid incidents with random people. I like to observe life and all its idiosyncracies. Maybe you will join me one day? Enjoy the music while you read.. or turn it off, up to you. Much love.

Collisions And Castaways... FUCK YEAH!

Today i got 36 Crazyfists new album: Collisions And Castaways.
Basically, best thing cd ive bought all year.
In a nutshell
i describe this as
HOLYFUCKINGSHITTITSWOOOO
Track listing is as follows.
No. Title Length
1. "In the Midnights" 5:34
2. "Whitewater" 3:21
3. "Mercy and Grace" 3:50
4. "Death Renames the Light" 3:34
5. "Anchors" 5:40
6. "Long Road to Late Nights" 1:46
7. "Trenches" 3:36
8. "Reviver" 3:42
9. "Caving in Spirals" 4:21
10. "The Deserter" (ft. Brandon Davis of Across The Sun) 4:22
11. "Waterhaul II"

The band has a new sound, but still managed to keep me captivated the whole album, with lyrics based on the same principals as every other one of their albums.
Through Pain, Comes music.
Through Music, Comes understanding of pain.

blink-182 - Down



The drops of rain they fall all over
This awkward silence makes me crazy
The glow inside burns light upon her
I'll try to kiss you if you let me
(this can't be the end)

Tidal waves they rip right through me
Tears from eyes worn cold and sad
Pick me up now, I need you so bad


Down down down down
Down down down down
Down down down down
Down down down down
It gets me so
Down down down down
Down down down down
Down down down down
Down down down down
It gets me so

Your vows of silence fall all over
The look in your eyes makes me crazy
I feel the darkness break upon her
I'll take you over if you let me
(You did this)

Tidal waves they rip right through me
Tears from eyes worn cold and sad
Pick me up now, I need you so bad.


Down down down down
Down down down down
Down down down down
Down down down down
It gets me so
Down down down down
Down down down down
Down down down down
Down down down down
It gets me so

Reject Yourself. Break Free From Your Own Hold. Throw Yourself Into The Light, No Matter How Deep The Chasm That Awaits You May Be.

This city,
These walls,
The suffocating grey,
Their crushing weight.
The concrete has an effect on ones soul.
Bringing a dull darkness inside you,
Spreading the concrete jungle throughout you,
intertwining your life within the city outside.
Ensnaring you within your own mind.
Can you think of a way out?
No because your mind has become the deadweight,
dragging you beneath the crashing waves.

Lets Slit Our Wrists and Burn, Down Something Beautiful

Lately, i have come to the realisation, that i have the inability to feel anything.
That day when my nan died, something inside me changed.
I havent felt the same about anything since shes been gone.
Since my uncle called that thursday night.
I havent felt any emotion toward anything. Life feels empty, and i need to feel whole again.
I cant find whats missing, i am lost, and i just want to feel again, ive been cold for too long.
I just want my nan back, I miss her so fucking bad.

Dead Souls.

Im having a really lethargic, trippy day today...
Anyway, i had this thought.
Soul's
The soul has often been deemed integral or essential to consciousness and personality and may be synonymous with spirit, mind or self.
Basically the sould is beleived to posess every fiber of your spiritual being.
I was thinking.
If something much like a super nova existed within the soul. As in a second life for a departed soul, where it could live out perhaps another life, then die wholey, in some sudden super nova esq explosion, would all of that beings personality and such be exhaled in a bewildering blast?
Would an excitable persons soul explode in colour and hapiness?
And if so, you would have to think about those souls full of hate, that would explode with more hate, and malice than anyone could ever believe, perhaps decimate and corrupt other souls.

Or. Perhaps, ive just thought about stuff too much again.
Your words are suspended in my mind.
Much like i am suspended in your noose.

Go team!

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