"Sliding Deeper, Getting Darker, Dying Faster, Rip Me Apart."

About Me

So im Adam, i ponder alot of things, im interested in Girls (or one in particular?), music, art, cars, friends, and stupid random things... much like this. I started this blog to share my thoughts, poems, and stupid incidents with random people. I like to observe life and all its idiosyncracies. Maybe you will join me one day? Enjoy the music while you read.. or turn it off, up to you. Much love.
Dead end and no way back
Walls came crashing down on me
What dare I try, what dare I do
My mind will go insane
Change is the headline and I am reborn
All the crying, all the mourning is gone

I woke up with a new view of life
I don't know what has happened to the past (life)

Life is too short to think all through
Life is too short to waste it all
All my family seems to do is fight
and yell
and scream about money
if this is what life is going to be like.
I will spill the blood from my throat right now.
I do not want to be apart of this world if its full of this bullshit.
And all I know is
Revenge is sweet when
You know that you are worthless
And I am better than
The games that you play princess
(I've played)
And always win

This is my Deviant ID for my online art page at http://ghost-eyes.deviantart.com/
Picture was taken by a good friend, and edited by me :)

Greedy money grubbing fat cunt son of a bitch mother fucking asshole... etc.

Recently, i have found that not only do some people use family as a group of people for support.
They see them as a bank account.
Recently, some of you know my nan died. Now, i fucking loved my nan, she was like a second mother to me, and i would have walked the earth to make her happy, the most amazing individual i have ever had the pleasure of knowing. Rest in peace nanna.
Anyway
The person who is left to pick up the pieces is my pop, the strongest man i know, and as it comes being his age, losing someone you are dependant on, will break you, and pop wont last much longer as it is. And like my nan, i fucking love my pop, and he has also been like a second father.

Now, my mothers sister, this cow of a human being, is trying to contest the will she was left out of.
Trying to take away any money she can for her own broke materialistic ass.
Trying to take away money that really, istn there.
Pop has about enough money in a trust for his own funeral.
And she wants that, we are talking 5 grand max

Now, lets put things into perspective

margaret is married to alan (fat cunt)

fat cunt is a gold digger
and pushes margaret to get money
margaret thinks fat cunt loves her
all fat cunt loves is food and money (probably to buy said food)

Fat cunt wants margaret to get money off pop because he thinks that they have money stashed somewhere
Fat cunt will then run off
leaving margaret alone
and with her family hating her

Fat cunt is a fat cunt
and if it was up to me
i would be up there
beating him to death
with the piece of copper pipe we have sitting at the door of the shed
watching the blood from his head
spill all over the white carpet of his 2 story mansion that they cant afford.


Baseball bat - $20
Watching your head cave in when it connects - Priceless...