i dont know why, but i feel like you dont want to talk anymore. I feel over shadowed and i just want to get out of your way. I dont know whats wrong or why. I just feel helpless, the truth invades my thoughts and i know deep down that i will get no further, but i still try and i dont know why. I wish i wouldnt,I wish you would say something. I feel like i annoy you, but you would never tell me if i did.
but
its probably just me again.
I wish i could convince myself it was me.